would you like some stigma with that?

I'm an open person. I envision a world where people can show themselves without stigma. I want a world where people can talk about things. I want a world where everyone is equal. Obviously I can't do that, but I'm kind of hating the "real" world right now.

In one of my classes we're learning the anti-oppression model. We're taught to focus on the strengths in people rather than their deficits. So I thought, okay. I feel safe enough to let someone in on my experiences. This person would at least try to see the actual me.

Remember my previous stigma entry? Well, I got another version of "just colour."

For god's sake, I'm not some lesser person. I got told that it's okay to take longer to get my degree.

Thanks, that's nice of you. But that's not what I was asking.

Please don't assume that I can't handle a normal courseload like "regular" university students. I got 100% on my last test for psych class. I finished both my big papers for my classes a whole week before they were due.

I do not need to just colour.

It just makes me mad that through all the "find their strengths instead of their deficits" and "we should erase oppression" bullshit I get oppressed and stigmatized and it's just hypocritical. Ok, maybe this person didn't realize. But she's in a position where she should realize.

This was the last kick I'm going to take. I'm not going to shut myself up anymore. Mental illness is not the illegitimate child you hide away in the attic. And one size does not fit all.

At first I berated myself for opening my mouth. I thought I should know better. But no. I should be able to be who I am without hiding. The world should know better.

How about you go colour? And don't worry, poor little normal person. We know you can't handle what we have. You can take your time.

How would you like it?

Side order or main dish?